so this is probably my last entry... lol... yea... unless any1 really cares... no actually i started a new xanga... and ull neva find me... so yea... any way... just on last thought...

Luke is a skagansta

peace luv and bubblegum... lauren

i love how like no one ever reads and comments... and then yesterday... the one day that i didn't care if anyone commented... exept for a certain person... all u stupid people come... i mean seriously is there like a memo that goes out... o man personal entry... ugh... anyway... i no i'm putting it online and all but... just the timing... ugh... so anyway luke when u get on for move than 2 secs... we need to talk...

jazz band auditions today... sucked major... suprised he didn't go... absoutely dreadful... with a british accent... but hey whatever...

gotta go... christmas shopping... fingers crossed school isn't cancelled tomorrow... peace luv and bubblegum... and my guess is i'll only get 1 comment on this one... lauren

Currently Listening Fashion Nugget By Cake see related

so yesterday i was listening to my music on my usb... then luke left a comment saying... o i no that cd... and i was like no u don't cuz its on my usb... its not a cd... so then i got really confused... i thought... thought... thought... and thought... again... yes at times it hurt but i got through it... so anyway... i soon discovered that i burned it onto a cd for luke... then i got sad... so screw u luke... darn it... i was having a go day....

so today... today was good... so i'm sitting in flex... playing alex in chess.... losing... i was gonna blow his pieces up but he wouldn't let me... so anyway i get called down to guidence... i was like what the heck... we have 5 min... so i get down there and she's all... o do u have to get a bus... and i was like... uhhh yea... seriously... its only like 65% of the schools population that rides the bus... and shes supposed to be intelligent...

so now i'm listening to i'm with you... and i am all... u no what i'm gonna be honest with myself... truth is i ain't over luke... yea... there u go ash... u were right... o and luke stop watching me in paltag and smiling... believe me i see... cuz i'm doing it to u on the inside... so anyway... yep... i'm putting that out there... congrats to everyone who said that i was wrong... so yea now i'm thinking about luke... and the songs all... i'm with u... and i'm like i no i am... lol... so yea... here are the lyrics

"I'm With You"

I'm Standing on a bridge                                               not really I'm waitin in the dark                                          its kinda dark  I thought that you'd be here by now                    okay no one told me they'd be here Theres nothing but the rain                                    we might get snow tomorrow  No footsteps on the ground                                      i guess  I'm listening but theres no sound                         well i hear sound cuz im listnin to music duh  Isn't anyone tryin to find me?                                      well they no where i am Won't somebody come take me home                          i am home It's a damn cold night                                              it is cold Trying to figure out this life                                    tru dat Wont you take me by the hand                                that would be nice cuz theyr cold take me somewhere new                                    yea i need some new clothes I dont know who you are                                      well i no who u r but I... I'm with you                                             def im looking for a place                                         searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you   so then lonely no more comes on... i don't wanna be lonely anymore... tear tear... sob sob... and then luke comes on and gets right off... whats up with that loser... o great now its barbie girl... here come the self image issues... i'm too fat... i don't have big enough boobs... well i guess they are pretty big... welll anyway... i'm not blonde... i'm a barbie girl in a barbie world... life in plastic its fantastic,... so then i flip over to lukes xanga... there is a band called the jolly roger... i thought he was a cowboy... now its mr. brightside... i dont feel like listening to it... yes eye of the tiger... bang bang bang bang..... i always feel like i should walk around like a spy when i listen to this... lol... and i feel think i'm going to a fight... i love the drum part in this... and i just thought... lukes gonna comment on the unimportant things... not the other stuff... so don't stulpid luke... behind these hazel eyes... only mine are green... i used so tall... i used to be so strong... everything felt so right... unbreakable like nothing could go wrong... but then came the parents... here i am one agian... i'm torn into peices... can't deny it can't pretend just thought u were the one... broken up deep inside... but u won't see the tears i cry... behind these green eyes... lol... seeing u it kills me now... no i don't cry on the outside anymore... anymore... here i am i'm torn into pieces... thought u were the one... o my god becky look at her butt... it is so big... yea i like big butts and i cannot lie... u otha bruthas cant deny when a girl walks itty bitty face and a round thing in ur face u get.... i love this song... it gives me hope in men... lol... has ur gf got the butt... tell her to shake it shake it shake it shake it shake that healthy butt... its cake.... whoooooooo.... i leave u with that last thought... i need ur love so much... listen to it luke.... do it.... cuz its on ur cd... peace luv and bubblegum... lauren p.s. just the beginging part but the whole song is pretty cute... it starts out with a dial tone... nope u have to listen to the whole thing... they talk about birds....

so life... its pretty cool... yea okay just not today... ugh... i have to go tutor... but i need the money... so i guess i have to suck it up... lol... so then i have to go to clarinet... clarinet's pretty great... i love anatolly... he's so funny... he's russian... he's a russian to lessons... ha ha ha... i crack myself up... ha ha ha... so anyway... so currently listening to the FINAL COUNTDOWN... and guess what... i'm not sad... whooo.... yay... that song always made me sad... now it doesn't... WILL THINGS EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN... ITS THE FINAL COUNTDOWN... BA BANANA BANAAN... YOU NO HOW IT GOES... yea... so anyway... today at school was okay... PALTAG sucked... two pages on biodiesel... gag me please... thanks to doublespacing and size 12 font i got it done... but i'm not saying it was good... lol...

What I'm listening to... (theres a lot)... rich girl... closing time... Hollaback Girl... final countdown... i'm with you... lonely no more... barbie girl... mr. brightside... Techno seasame street... eye of the tiger... behind these hazel eyes... beverly hills... baby got back... love machine... Cake... New Shoes... sunscreen... shake your groove thing... i'll be there for you... do somethin... hear me... more to life... a moment like this... stuck... every moment... KJ-5Twizzay... God...

so yeah... that's all on my male drive... whoo...

so right now at this moment its every moment...

we laughed out loud til we cried

and the tears were sweet

midnight melted to morning

a moment faded to memory

o these day

just slip away through our fingers

so don't let go

hold onto every moment

always no hold on to every moment

that u can

we move on with no regrets to our destiny

held by the hands of the father

we share his love as he leads us through all these day

cuz they slip away through our fingers

so don't let go hold onto every moment

always no hold onto every moment that u can

running through yesterday and tomoorrow

don't let it just drift away

forget about tying the hands of time

live every moment to the one whos given today

don't let go hold onto every moment

always no hold onto every moment that u can

Every Moment by Joy Williams

amazing song... used on VH1 for Celebreality commercial... so doesn't fit... but hey... i thought the celebs got fit, we broke bonaduce, the brady found love and it wasn't fair, and flav found love with that brigette... and we definatly found out they can't sing... peace luv and bubbleyum... lauren